julia capulet

update
i so often find myself in a mood between wanting to do everything, and also wanting to do none of these things. my plans for tonight was simply to work out, wrap some christmas gifts and fall asleep to a christmas movie to get in to the right spirit. what happened instead was that I simply ate tahini mixed with honey until my stomach felt so bad I had to lay down and focus on not puking. I tried to watch ''Eloise at Christmastime'' but instead got sidetracked by facebook and instagram. yet I managed to get myself to write a blog-post. or more like a diary. but I was to lazy to write with a pen. lazy lazy Julia.
 
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i'm in this shitty mood which i always happen to be in during the last and first months of the year. nothing really seems to go my way. i'm tired all the time and feel like a senior. i can't drink wine because i'll fall asleep and a movie is not really to talk about because my eyes will shut during the second scene. if the movie does not inlclude James Franco, Jude Law or Leonardo DiCaprio ofcourse. i remember being much more irritated and moody last year though, which is an accomplishment I guess. 
whats positive is that i'm in a really christmasy mood and i spend almost every day after work shopping for christmas gifts. i've never been this excited bout' christmas and i've counted it to be only a week until I go back home to sweden for a weeks christmas celebration with my family. i'm gonna miss my boyfriends kisses and his parents warmth and the happiness and appreciation they show me of course, but seeing your entire family after months is the best you can get in this world.
 
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i've spent the last weeks tumbling back and forward to and from work, passing the decorated streets of copenhagen and enjoying the winter. but i've also managed to get a vacation to stockholm and oslo with my other half and we've been visiting my sister and her boyfriend and also my ex-roomate and some of my closest girls. this week is gonna be work, but also celebrating my boyfriend twice, a trip to Ikea and also a vacay day to Malmø.