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''I have to tell you this, even though I'm gonna regret it later. But I'm a human and time is running out for every single one of us.. I think I've fallen in love with you''
He swallowed and turned his look away from me. I swallowed too and went quiet for 10 seconds, catched my breath, layed my hands on his perfect jaw and turned him back to facing my eyes. As I opened my mouth he sighed and I guess he expected the answer.
''J, I love you for your honesty and everything, but I guess it's a bit too early to have fallen for me. We've met twice, and you I don't know you, and you don't know me.''
That was a lie. Or well, it felt like I've known him forever. I've never felt this kind of trust for a stranger.
'I already regret I said it. I'm sorry. When I like something I tend to get really excited about it. That's me. No grey, just black and white. But as I've said before, the first time I saw you I knew I wanted you. And if you would've said no to walking home with me that night, I'd probably have kidnapped you. ''
I laughed and I felt his relief. He looked me even deeper in the eyes, as deep as I thought he was searching for something in my soul.
''You have the prettiest eyes I've ever spotted. And I'm not saying this to sweeten the awkward tension in here now.''
I laughed again. And he laughed. I kissed his sweet lips and closed his eyes with my fingertips.
''I really like you. Really really like you. Or else I would never have invited you here to spend 4 days with me. Neither would I introduce you to my parents or kiss you as fast as I get the possibility. I wouldn't tell you all these secrets about myself or make breakfast for you. But, I can't say I love you yet. I've said these words too many times before and I've been hurt so much. But what I know is that I like you really much and I see a possibility for us to work out. I want to give it a try, that's the best I can say. Lets give it the summer, if it works out it works out, right? We're only 20, or well I'm soon 20, and we have the entire life infront of us. I want to travel the world, sit on a balcony in Paris eating croissants and writing articles for some famous newspaper. I want to fill my lungs with air from every little city in Europe and I want to try every beer in Asia, because I didn't do that the last time. But don't take it the wrong way, because if you're the right for me, and I'm the one for you - I'd love to do everything with you. But right now, let us just live in the moment, okay?''
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